Sleepy sleepy sleepy.....
I am at work and trying to keep my eyes open.
I could peel the two lids apart, that would help....
It is so overwhelming, so new.
actually, last month and everything that happened just recently seems like a different life.
But I have to hang on.
It will get better. Arjun and I will get used to each other. then, he wont scream so much.
I just have to get over this initial period. I cried today, that too in front of mom and dad.
How stupid. They have done all they could. they have spoiled their health looking after arjun so selflessly.
I should be strong. most of all, i need to believe. i can see i lack confidence. Before every story i think i wont be able to do it. i am bogged down by the same feeling.
I can do this. Maid or no maid. I can really do this.