Wednesday, July 8, 2015

Who are you?

Those eyes I have been looking into for years…
They still shine with that ageless light…
But now, that light is too blinding…
I falter…
I don’t know where to step, lines have blurred
Lovers, strangers, friends, enemies are all rolled into one…

Is this love? Or is this pain…or are they the same? 

My love, my life

You are my pain,
You are my joy
You are my anchor        
You are my heart’s storm

You are my nemesis and you are my salvation

Sinking

The deeper you dive, the shallower it seems to be…
Its waves crash over you, destroying your walls
As the ocean of love heaves, you know struggle is in vain

Its infinite depth will claim you and only then, will you find yourself

Saturday, October 19, 2013

Confusion Compounded Internationally (CCI)

Times of India is shifting totally to CCI newsgate, that will be the end of deadlines. Whoever developed the software has obviously not made a page, at least, not as a primary responsibility, with a tight deadline. There’s a process for everything, the developer has been meticulous about that, but in the rough and tumble of a newsroom, you do not need a “process,” you need an instant response to a lightning quick decision. If you try to do that on CCI, you will end up with an irredeemable mess. Making a page on CCI is a work of art and it takes as long. I am willing to give this software the benefit of doubt. It may work for papers which do not focus on design. But in a paper that is obsessive about design, CCI is an unmitigated disaster.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Can I?

Can I set myself free of these eyes?
This heart, this mind, this life?
Can I walk out of this body and come to you?
Can I set myself free of what they say is me?
Can I sit by your pillow, kissing your tired brow?
Can I rock you in my arms, smoothing every line on your forehead?
Can I whisper sweet dreams into your mind?
Can I place a smile on your lips?
Can I set myself free?

The Distance Between You and Me

The miles between a yes and a no
The ocean between appropriate and inappropriate
The mountain between freedom and slavery
The heartbeat between life and death
Is the distance between you and me

Thursday, November 10, 2011

The Predator; The Prey

The cold blooded calculation. A sharp image seen from a distance, but sharp nevertheless. The rest of the background blurred. Focus so sharp that you could smell the prey. Succulent meat. Juicy, melting under the canines. Oh, what a feast….
The predator. His canines eager, his claws ready to rip the life out of the little animal. His eyes, firmly focused. Every mucle taut, rippling. The predator…terrible, beautiful…
His nostrils flared, the scent pumping his instinct to kill. His muscles tensed more. And he imched closer to the kill.
The lamb. Grazing blissfully in what would have been a mellow summer sun. An afternoon flushed with death.
The prey.
It was not a big leap. Just a stir and the lamb was his. Helpless. Immobile in those big paws. His claws dug in the soft flesh…those teeth bit into that little neck…He expected the salty satisfying spurt of blood…but what was this? The lamb stirred. Its muzzle grazed against that giant mane…that tiny head nestled into his powerful chest…
The fool. He took the predator for the protector….the fool.

The predator clenched his jaws to bite. But the damn muzzle nestled against his chest. This hunger was different. It was raging in its heart, in its loins…the damn hunger…how could he be a predator if he hungered for a lamb that way? The clenched jaws sprang open. He dropped the lamb…

Oh damn those wide eyes! He felt his heart would burst …

He turned, pretending not to see.
He ran…
The predator, who became the prey….